It really hit me bigtime....
This day I felt I am disconnected from the world. I don't know what I'm looking for. I asked the Lord what is it but I think I know the answer. I am bored in my work, I am bored in being single, I am bored being alone, I am bored waiting. I am bored hoping, I am bored, I am simply bored.
What else I am bored off.... I'm bored and its weighing me down. I am too lazy to do my work, to study new things, to go out and even to wait... I know God is disappointed in me but I just can't help it.
Lord Jesus, HELP ME....I need you right now. I don't know what to do and I don't like this feeling I want to start a new.
This is my prayer Lord, renew my being, help me see the light and inspire me once again. Show me the grace to endure. To endure because there are more to my life than my present circumstances. Lord, you are My Deliverer, My Restorer, My Ever Present Help, My Savior and My Father in Heaven. I know My God you will never abandon me even the going gets rough. Thank you Lord for not giving up on me. AMEN.
